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12/20/19 8:57am Be a pro. A pro-fessional. A pro-ducer A pro-active person Be a pro A contributor An addition Search Results Featured snippet from the web The  prefix pro - primarily means “forward” but can also mean “for.” Some words that the  prefix pro - gave rise to are promise,  pro , and promote. Pro-gress Go FORWARD Go forth Live long And prosper I will now provide you will a prolix list of pro words through divine provenance. Don't be in confusion.  Have some profusion. progress : step ‘forward’ promise : send an intention ‘forward’ procrastinate : put off or ‘forward’ into tomorrow propellant : fuel which pushes a vehicle ‘forward’ product : that which is led ‘forward’ by a company to sell promote : move ‘forward’ pro and con : ‘for’ and against pronoun : part of speech which stands in place of or ‘for’ a noun pro-Apple : ‘for’ Apple products pro bono : ‘for’ the common good quid pro quo : this...

12-19 Wins Spoke With Anthony DiReco.  Practiced Oh Holy Night and Hallelujah Great exercise.  Tanned Six Healing Sounds Ate vegetables and sauerkraut. 

12/18/19 Wins 1.  Gained access to my Litecoin!  Yay! 2.  Withdrew my Bitcoin from Bittrex and got it on my Electrum Legacy Wallet 3.  Talked with Joey & escaped Endless Hentai Trap.  Deleted all pictures, unfollowed and unsubscribed from their Twitter's & Redditts.  Saved from the clutches of destruction by God! 4.  Played Guitar instead - practiced Hallelujah.  Wrote down all the chords for O Holy Night.  5.  Received an offer to make money writing! Thinking about how I may be settling playing at this church with only a few people. Yeah? We'll see Mr. Sloppy Shoe String Strap and old crusty strings!  Ha!  Is your guitar at professional standards?  Certainly not. See if you can even play the song! You just had to write out 15 chords you didn't know before! Thinking about how I generally do things in extreme. I won't spend my time binging Netflix, TV Shows, or movies.  Anymore.  But I'...

I have been addicted to hentai since I was around 13 or 14 years old.  A sexual addict.  Constantly imagining perverse sexual scenarios in my mind all the time in order to feel better about life. Whenever I feel stressed, I turn to hentai to help me laugh and feel better about life.  It's a release.  It's a drug. Whenever I feel lost or confused, unsure of my direction, hentai helps me by being a distraction and getting my attention off of the problem. Sure, it's definitely served a soothing, medicating role for me over the past 15 or so years. However, now that I'm 28, I still don't have an active social life, or a budding relationship with another female, I may be contribution to the epidemic of FUKME by constantly getting off to images of Samus and Peach and other video game characters I used to play when I was young. There's that whole Oedipal complex.  Not an Electra or Jocasta.  I used to play Super Metroid with my Mom when I was under 10 yea...

12/18/19 @ 12:17AM Here's the mental dialogue going on in my brain about why I don't want to drive Uber. I created the plan with my family to drive Uber 6 days a week from 5am-11am on Sunday December December 1st. It is now Wednesday morning, December 18th. 17 days hence. I haven't driven for Uber one of those days at that time. On the planner I made for my day, approved by my mom and brother, I haven't checked it off one time. What's stopping me from driver Uber? Why am I not doing it? I am scared they'll know I smoke pot on my off time they'll deactivate me. I am scared I won't be able to control myself to not smoke weed before I drive I am scared they'll deactivate me if I'm high on the job I don't like the way my car looks all the time.  I want it to be cleaner and neater, to provide a better experience for myself as well as my passengers.  I want not ripped up car seat covers. I can acce...

I've been reading Caherine Ponder's Dynamic Laws of Prosperity. Decree & Declare! "My words are charged with prospering power." "Everything and everybody prospers me now, and I prosper everything and everybody now." "Everyday, in ever way, I am growing more and more financially prosperous now." "I have an abundance of  prosperity - including peace, health, and plenty of cash money and divine substance to share and to spare." "There is plenty of success for all of us." I have also been listening to this audio of Catherine Ponder: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bh4Ge0JtZm0 And of course my favorite, Epic Edition Earl Nightingale: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFhkdzj-x80 Speak forth definite words of prosperity, so prosperity can be definite about me! Become what I am thinking about. Yesterday I uploaded ten auditions to Amazon's Audiobook Creation Exchange Program, or ACX. I watched a few yo...

https://www.chicagotribune.com/suburbs/ct-met-harvest-bible-chapel-james-macdonald-on-leave-20190117-story.html Quite a story.  I have visited Harvest Bible Chapel many times.  I know many people who have... My observations: I am glad Gematrinator.com is back up. I find it intriguing sabbatical is relating to the sabbath, and it equates to 70 in English Ordinal.  7 days in the week.   Also MacDonald equates to 67, or 6 days working, seventh day resting. For some reason the actual definition of sabbatical is seven years working, and the eight year resting.  James in Reverse Ordinal is 87, the reflection being 78, or seven years working, the eight resting. Today's date numberology 1/17/19 1+17+19 = 37 1+1+7+1+9= 19 1/17 1+17 = 18 1+1+7= 9 1/17/2019 1+17+20+19 = 57 1+1+7+2+0+1+9 = 21 1+17+2+0+1+9 = 30 Today is the 17th day of the year with 348 days remaining Ja...